Why I Don’t Want to Die

An ongoing list of things that I put in my journal to remind me to keep living

Bita
2 min readApr 30, 2022
Photo by Stephanie Greene on Unsplash

06 Feb 2021

  • I want to see my siblings grow up
  • I want to meet my online friends in real life
  • I want to see my friends’ children grow up

09 Mar 2021

  • I want to be happy
  • I want to give a good news
  • I want to feel better

12 Apr 2021

  • I want to see my siblings find love
  • I want to see if I can find love again
  • I want to know if things can get better

15 May 2021

  • I want to see another BTS comeback
  • I want to watch BTS live just once
  • I want to go to a BTS concert with my friends

16 June 2021

  • My friends reminded me that I am loved
  • My siblings waited in my room to watch The Owl House together
  • My mom understood me

20 July 2021

  • I played Genshin Impact today and it was good
  • I want to build Ayaka better, she deserves it
  • I hope I wake up early tomorrow so I can finish my resin before it recharges

23 August 2021

  • I met my friends today, I want to meet them again
  • Coffee was great, I want to try more of their menu
  • I like listening to this new song

26 September 2021

  • Today is a good day
  • The food tastes good
  • The sun is warm when I went outside

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